As it is im a single middle aged woman ive had my highs n my lows did time in the can every lesson i learned in life was the hard way either you learned your lesson or your still living the insanity of it all today im just a white italian girl frim new york never knew how to hold a beat or hold a flame up to the torch i served my time in the air force been through all kinds of hell thats for sure retired at 46 because they say im crazy but my childhood became hazy after the airplane crash and gun shooting in 94 at Fairchild afb Became a heavy drunk self medicated with drugs to drown out the funk my memory got worse as time lapsed and people try n take advantage of that well i learned that you only got one life to live with so i kept drinking a fifth fuk what people thought so life became a mess but i never gave up a fight i always fought living life just the way i knew fuk what everyone thought i became different so did everything too