Sad times

I'm broken.. tell you that I'm fine you wouldn't belive me Only if you knew the things that have crossed my mind. But I'm hurting but I show no signs... U thought you'd stay for a while thought ide be fine. I counted the days to respond I tell u a joke. Did already tell u that joke? Causeyouknow how it goes.. cause I'm afraid to have a breakdown Now I'm begging you to pull me out of the fire sitting here all alone you said we'd stay friends... look at us now..All Alone