this song is abouty skitzaphrenia and deppresion and the hard times i went thru over the last 2,years battle'ing my drug addiction and trying to get through my suacidal stage and not give in to suicide which was hard cause I had no freinds or family I could talk to so everything I was bottle'ing up which wasn't good a lot if anger pain and hate were ready to explode after nearly a year of keeping it to myself and not been a ble to get it off my chest