After Telling Him To Get Lost

I am battling getting over a 13-year marriage. This sometimes is not my pleasure. Some days, I try to get better. Other days I just write out a letter. Marriage is not a joke. All I could do was hope. After getting off of dope. Sometimes, I wish I had a rope. Then my mind keeps telling me nope. Today, I only have hope. That this will soon pass. How long does this pain have to last I hope it goes by fast. Then I will finally scream at last.