I remember the night like it was yesterday she sat next to me in my saturn consciousness fades away I've never really been able to see past these shades of gray maybe it was love, maybe it was lust, maybe it was a crazy place but we found ourselves there, eyes locked hearts in a daze we smoke up a tree, then hit the crib up out past the lake Syracuse, you remember, long drive how long it take gettin lost in each other, the whole night soul at stake felt the room turn, felt the moon shake, we felt the earthquake if I remember right it was some random shit fuckin Thursday I knew it would never have a chance to last forever as the seasons change as do moods and weather we fell in love and started laughing and playing together I remember when we used to hang out with eachother whenever wherever hearts on our sleave I remember where our love was lost I was locked deep down in the depths of prison walls you never had to hold me down I never asked for a penny at all all I asked was that you pickup that phonecall. you left me on ring, then turned around and chucked my ring. I was kicking it with the demons that torture a dream. i blamed you for all my pain, hate, anger, and suffering. really, that wasn't fair, and really, that's the thing. I apologize for all the pain I caused, through childish thoughts. but I'll never again let a woman tie my dick in a knot. unless she prove to me she worth a fat diamond rock. and until it's on her finger bitch fuck all of these thots. because I promise I'm out here hittin all of these shots. writing down words that turn into golden rocks. one day ima get me one of those golden plaques and one day ima get my dad one of those golden trucks one of those bad bitches that cost a gazillion bucks at this point I'm on pace for upwards of a gazillion fucks. or maybe I'll find a decent woman out there with any luck. one that makes sure my dinner is made and my dick is sucked. I'm just playing games with yall that whole joke was fucked. but on the real tho my main goal is to find true love. a woman that fit my lifestyle like Taylor Made gloves. so if you're out there and you hear this, you know who you are. there's a new beginning at the death of every star. I often question if I really have any skill with a bar. I think my music to most is only admirable from afar. the pain I reveal here is really one hell of a scar. to all my brothers out there, they know who they are. come find me in immortality deep in the universe. hit me up and if you my brother I'll give you a verse.