gotta find my way to the top of the bottle gotta put the car full throttle i never had a role model but i wanna see my father because im a rockstar just trying to make it out here but im filled with so much fear and all my mom does is drink beer and always leaves me in fear so i get mad and something gets smashed then i turn around and say sorry because i feel bad but she can never relax and now i work a job so i can take care of my dog never gave it too much thought im sick of getting in trouble with the cops so i stay quiet and i dont talk i stay silent and everyone always telling me the awnser isnt violence so they say stop acting childish well please me alone i dont wanna go home wish my mom would let me have a phone so I could be shown so bye and im tired of all the lies now im gonna go silently cry in the rain at night so free me and let my dreams glide bye bye i siad bye bye bye