Twenty (20) One (1) Where have you been all this time? Oh, I forgot it’s been twenty one years I find myself thinking That you went to the store That you’re gonna walk through that door You went to get me a snack That you would be right back Fuck it, this bullshit is all in my head I’m trying to shield myself from the truth And that cold hard truth is your gone poof This ain’t no magic trick You ain’t coming outta a hat No you ain’t coming back Twenty one years Now that’s a lot of time to fly Now that’s a lot of tears to cry Your advice is non existent So life got me like Sometimes wanting to die Giving up, not even wanting to try For a fact mom These twenty one years without you Have came and gone by I still can’t believe I still remember the day you died The day I said my last goodbye And that awful morning Unaware that it was The last time I would see you alive The last time I would see the sparkle In your eye. Fuck time flies, I can’t believe it’s already been twenty one years. But never a day goes by That I don’t think of you And feel your presence Right here by my side Twenty one years may have gone by But still I’ll never know why this “god” took her. Perhaps if he’s real And if I’m welcomed I’ll have the chance to ask why Why you took my protection And me not knowing why So early So young, my mom had to die All these years later These tears still flow like a river Cuz I still and will always remember Even after 21 years later Until we meet again My mother and my best friend With eternal love until the end