you ever feel so fucking weak and you just want ya moms , the one who raised you and put you on ya feet ,well thats me, Dear momma , Its hard to write when i got pain seeping through my veins, so much weight on me sitting on my brain losing my faith Days getting harder and harder everyday i just miss my Father , Everyday i feel like a bother , Atleast my momma here but shit i shouldn't prolly call her , i feel like a potential spam caller , Askin for dollar after dollar Momma im sorry for all of my drama , iv caused ya so much trauma One of these days im Gonna be counting up comma after comma , no one sees it but i promise In the dark im working harder and harder , repaying my karma being a better father , trying not to run away , i can't just walk away , be gone for days, weeks Years, but im tryna be better than what it may appear , i remember runnin up the street , lookin for help cause you was gettin beat , no shoes on my feet yeah it went on for weeks , then when i turned 12 i was out on my own just me and my crew smoking weed , never gettin enough sleep , dropped out of school at the age of 16 yeah i know that made you weep , im sorry i couldn't be more like what you'd dreamed, life just has its grip on me , im not writing this to hurt you i just want you to know whats killing me , And with all this weight on top of everything its making my goals harder to reach , One day before its too late i hope you see how much you really mean , I watch you as your strength, gets weak but to me you will always be , Titanium your love has always stayed Genuine, even after time and time again i let you down you've never giving up on me , I love you momma , i pray theres something in the water making you younger, My heart is gettin tougher and tougher , God says i wont have to suffer much longer, We gonna make it out together, you , me and my brothers , thank you for being a great mother , and stevens cool or whatever But No body loves you like my Father and your brother, weather anyone believes me or not i can hear from Heaven, its only a matter of time before yall find out my possession is progressing, im receiving many blessings, its gonna come as a life lesson to everyone that doubted my successtion ,