Life is hard, Hope I make it, It’s a risk, But I’ll take it, Feeling like I’m living Back in my Aunts basement, I’m just trying go, Life is hard, But I’ll make it, I can’t wait a long time I’m anxious, I just gotta wait to get off Federal paper So I can get up and leave and travel The nation, . Life is hard can't deny the struggle But I keep pushin' through, never stumble I've been through the worse pain, seen the pouring rain But I rise above, and remain the same I'm on my grind, chasing my dreams No time for haters, no time for scheming & plottin I gotta stay focus, keep my eye on the prize Gotta stay hungry, never compromise They say life is a journey, a test I keep moving forward, never regress I've been knocked down, but I rise again I'm a fighter, I won't let them win I'm on a mission, gotta make it out I'm on a mission, gotta scream and shout Life is hard, but I won't back down I keep grinding, till I get that fuckin crown I've been through it all, I’ll admit I'm scarred But I never back down, I fight, I go hard Grew up in the streets, where they playin' with them cards Had to hustle and grind just so I didn’t starve. Lost some homies to the game, they ain't make it far But I keep pushin' through, I'm reachin' for the stars Got a fire in my soul, can't let it extinguish I'm on a mission, ain't nobody gonna make me question my řtt. I've been betrayed, I've been played, I've been hurt I keep movin' forward, act like I wasn’t burnt řț Life is a struggle, I'm built for the battle I'll never back down, I'll never rattle. When I was fighting my case, you wanted me to do whatever to make it home to you. I did everything in my power,so I didn’t have to go and get my hands tied behind my back . I was the head manager for the best sober livings in the nation, I was sponsoring and speaking at meetings. That’s how you fell for me, you told me you loved how I spoke and that you could listen ta me for hours. I was going to dinner with the boys, you said you’ll meet us at Dennys. Who knew that run down restaurant would hold a special place for me. as we were leaving you reached over and on your tippy toes and went in for the first of many kisses. I was two years sober then, it felt like it was my first time being introduced to herion again. I didn’t know what that feeling was when I first felt it, but I loved it! I've seen the worst, I've felt the pain But I won't let it taint me, I won't go insane I'll keep pushin through, keep on grindin' Life is hard, but I keep on survivin. I’ll live for you and Levi, sometimes it’s hard. But I have to keep reminding myself and cherish the times we had together. Thank you for picking me to be the person you chose tell death, when death calls my name i get to reunite with my family at heaven gates. I lost my baby now I'm feeling all alone Thought you was the one, now I'm sitting by the phone Regretting all the fights, wish I could turn back time Wishin I answered your last call I let my ego and pride get the best of me I tried to be the man that you needed me to be. A father to your two gorgeous daughters. I wish we could have traded places, I overdosed five times in one month, You only do it once and that’s the end of us! A year later I’m still asking what could I have done! But now she's gone, and I'm left with this emptiness I miss your smile, the way she used to laugh All I have are memories, it's like walking on broken glass I took her for granted, now I see the cost I lost my family that I worked so hard for , now my heart is lost I wish I could rewind time, take back all the pain now I'm stuck in this cycle, going insane I never thought I'd be without you by my side I know I messed up, I know I made mistakes But losing you is more than my heart can take I'll never find another like you, I lost my best friend, my partner I lost my wife and my eighteen week unborn and now I'm left in this world who knows what’s in store for me but just know, For the rest of my life I’ll be thinking of you and my family this aint a goodbye. If it’s meant to be, we’ll meet again not in this life maybe in the next one. You’re forever mine and I’m forever yours keep care and I’ll love ya forever and always. @LevThompson dry