I hear my brain speak to me I see my mind show me it The darkness of my shadow self The silence of my soul’s abyss I fail to fully realize The hurt, the pain it causes me There deep inside the unconscious mind That gives my conscious clarity Funny I always wonder Why I do this to myself I say I learn from mistakes But them fall for them again I know you’re a genuine being If you die won’t go to hell That’s what Me be telling myself Knowing it’s in mental jail Distant mom, no dad Distant brother, no child Little purpose, huge plans Huge problems, lost mind And fake people gon’ drop like flies Know the millions gon’ pass by I will enjoy life for a while Cause I keep God here by my side.