take a trip with me inside my fucked up head Where the demons roam free, wishing I'd be dead Step inside my mind, buckle up cuz your in for a hellish ride I'm haunted by memories, trapped in my own hell But I cant keep it inside no more, can't let my soul dwell Everyday's a battle, tryna keep my head up But the weight of the world, got me feeling fed up I'm drowning in my thoughts, suffocating in fear But I push through the darkness, wipe away the tears They say I'm crazy, they say I'm insane But they don't know the struggle, they don't know the pain I wear my scars like armor, they make me who I am I never stayed around long I always ran So take a trip with me, see the world through my eyes Feel the rage and the sorrow, hear the silent cries Raised in the streets, where the violence ran Had to fight to survive, cuz Noone gives a damn Lost and confused Noone cares about you too so I keep getting high, what else can I do? Every night I lay awake, haunted by my past The sins of my mother Noone could ever grasp But I refused to stay and let her just use me i took a trip out her door one last time never again could she abuse me I may be broken, but I'm still standing In my fucked up world , to me it is nothing they are handing I know right from wrong I know what to do I've been through it all, I can't believe I made it through you'll hear the screams of sorrow, that echoes through time, The memories that linger, like a fucked up nursery rhyme. you'll see the struggles, that we all must face, memories that haunt, and doubts that take their place. take a trip with me insider my head now if you will to know what I went thru cuz I wasn't allowed to tell when the department came to save us they always failed it was us who were the victims but it was her they all would hail the show she put on she should been an actress she could have won the trophy and she didn't even need to practice cuz when she thought the law was catching on she'd move us across the atlas you'll feel the sorrow, that weighs upon the heart, The grief that grips, and wont let the healing start,