I'm just an everyday normal motherfucker, living life Working 9 to 5, dealing with the daily strife Got bills to pay, mouths to feed Just trying to make it through, planting my seed I ain't flashy or fancy, just keeping it real No designer clothes or fancy wheels I'm a regular guy, doing what I gotta do Taking care of my family, staying true I may not be a superstar or a big shot But I work hard, give it all I got I'm just an everyday normal motherfucker, that's me Living life the best I can, wild and free I may not have a million bucks or a fancy car But I got love in my heart, gonna go far I'm just an everyday normal motherfucker, no pretense Just trying to make a living, common sense I'm trapped in my mind, panic attacks on the rise Heart racing, can't catch my breath, I'm paralyzed Reaching for the Ativan, trying to calm the storm But even with the pills, I can't find the calm Tossing and turning, haunted by my fears The darkness closing in, my eyes filled with tears The Ativan kicks in, but the sleep won't come I'm lost in the night, feeling so numb The silence is deafening, the thoughts won't cease I'm drowning in my mind, searching for peace The pills only numb the pain, they don't heal I'm stuck in this cycle, it's all too real But I won't give up, I'll keep fighting the fight I'll find my way out of this endless night I'll seek help, I'll find my way back to sleep I won't let panic attacks and insomnia defeat Me I'm on the hunt for a new house, looking for a change Tired of the same old walls, feeling so estranged Scouring the listings, trying to find my dream A place to call home, where I can finally beam But in the meantime, I'm stuck eating chicken and rice Stretching my EBT, trying to suffice Food for the people, but what about me? I'm tired of the struggle, just trying to be free I want more than just scraps, more than just survival I want to thrive, to break out of this cycle I'm Mick Rapp, on a mission for more I won't settle for less, I'll even the score I'll keep pushing forward, searching for a better way I won't let the struggle hold me at bay I'll find my new house, my place to call home And leave behind the days of chicken and rice, no longer alone.