#BeautyWithin143 started from the bottom and put her beliefs into something that was so far pitched that I winded up getting ditched. I lived threw this nightmare day in and day out. This shit alost destroyed me. There were so many days that went by that all I could do was cry. I knew that this was not a lie. Sometimes I could not even get by. All I do is continue to ask why. I never did anything to these liers. All I did was try to be true to something that was not even real. I winded up being in fear. After thinking I was near. That is why I will never trust again. This really made me feel disgusting.