The struggle is even harder when u allow all good judgement to lapse.... Ya... I know it hurts, U put in that work, Tried coming first, But fail the worst. Unable to quench that thirst. Tried to practice each verse, but couldnt rehearse. Tried turning it all around but couldn't seem to reverse. Tried studying it all now, but came up short in the search. Tried to redo it, guess thats why they call it research... Knocked off of this perch. Splattered face down, left in the dirt. Ya i know it hurts, Tried climbing higher while rewriting this curse. But never seems to work. So u fell behind. Stuck with that vs falling in line. Made up ur mind. Did the crime thus u did ur time. Held onto the hope ud find. Running blind, In getting a redo or rewind. Escaping this failing bind. But failures all u find every time... But leave it all behind, The struggle from the climb, Ur want to forever shine