As I try to find my self I found myself Wondering to an endless hell Blind, crying out for help Dying, trying to love his self Misses the love, his life once had Color in his life all faded to black Sleepless nights, when his mind ran track Still does relentless laps Still reminiscing about that sweet girl he had She put me above her i couldnt understand Lost my lover I lost my friend Lost my lover, I lost my friend Lost my lover, I lost my friend Set the house on fire i lived in I dont want them memories Burn it i need to forget it Mental penitentiary Been here for a century I lost my energy Dad left, mom on perky Thats when my heart stopped working Never could express so became obsessed with wording In my mind never learning Greening out slowly Vomiting hold me Unconscious body floating 8th grade that was all me Turn out for the worst while everyone turning up Everyone found they love Everyone fell in lust You'll never get your time so wondering when the time is up You'll never get your time so wondering when the time is up As I try to find my self I found myself Wondering to an endless hell Blind, crying out for help Dying, trying to love his self Misses the love, his life once had Color in his life all faded to black Sleepless nights, when his mind ran track Still does relentless laps Still reminiscing about that sweet girl he had She put me above her i couldnt understand Lost my lover I lost my friend Lost my lover, I lost my friend Lost my lover, I lost my friend