I'm feeling lost, trapped in this pain Heart shattered into pieces, can't maintain Every day feels like a struggle, can't contain The memories of you, driving me insane Thought you were my ride or die, my lover But now I'm left alone, feeling like a mother To this broken heart, can't recover From the damage you caused, undercover I tried to move on, but the scars remain Every time I see your face, it's like a flame Burning me alive, can't escape the blame For letting you in, playing this twisted game I'm writing in this diary, pouring out my soul Hoping one day I'll find peace and control Over this broken heart, that's taken its toll But for now, I'm stuck in this black hole.