Drug addict, throwing it all away When it get real, better not pop a fake Dont OD bae please stay awake Stay on the line yea im on my way I cry "Why" i just got that ache You aint even ate, and you just smoked an eighth You seeing shapes, saying "Dis shit was laced" Your image start to fade You think you in the place That was destined by fate Took that tab, that coke, that bait Ima hold ya hand and ima stare at yo face They gon kill me for i leave this place Thinking bout you all the time, but i still fucking miss you In class zoning out, dey say i got issues Dey say "Troy" I dont bother i continue Memorize your face, your skin your tissue In my head we married, my mind our venue Grew up bad, ramen pack, what a menu Grew up hated and hating Mom off a perc gotta hide from her daily Stepdad a perk, like everyday a baby Never had cars, just dreaming bout Mercedes Old dirt road, aint ever had no pavement Ebt hit, like that was our payment Mom said lie, when CPS was raiding Hiding the bruises, and all my temptations Family might lose it, was scared of the placement Perc after perc my mom she just ate it Kaylee Baby wasnt your fault Wasnt your fault, my love in the vault Key in my possession and i just lost it all If you would kill me, i would take the fall Damn damn, what is the plan Thought i was lying No K i aint playing No love in my life, ever for you came Can i talk to you for a min Been a minute Know no limit Ima visit Buy a ticket Got the vision Give me a minute I was dumb, shoulda called No excuse and fuck em all Im scared of you, like scared to love Imperfections and insecurities I love yous with Insincerities Our pain with similarities Shared stories we need therapy Drug addict, throwing it all away When it get real, better not pop a fake Dont OD bae please stay awake Stay on the line yea im on my way I cry "Why" i just got that ache You aint even ate, and you just smoked an eighth You seeing shapes, saying "Dis shit was laced" Your image start to fade You think you in the place That was destined by fate Took that tab, that coke, that bait Ima hold ya hand and ima stare at yo face They gon kill me for i leave this place