I wake up in the morning to the phone ringing You could say that is my rooster cock a doodling telling me to get up cus the sons risen He renewed his mercy once again So we wake up on this day forgiven I believe it it's a new day listen I can hear the birds singing First thing on my mind is I gotta thank God And then go and work for mine Allways grateful I'm alive I thank god for My life I look at my kids and I thank him for this time I want the best for them and that's why I'm on my grind I don't need no gps Holy Spirit be my guide I walk out the door and start to hear the seconds tickin With every minute passed I just can't help but miss them Even if we're doing nothing I just wanna be there with em what if they need me? While I'm out here on the mission? I am not goku I cant simply do an instant transmission what if something happens And my soul departs this earth? These thoughts been coming to me Since my baby's birth I don't ever want to leave them Cus that feeling is the worst I had a broken family No dad and mom so far from me People talking down on me Hate my nationality believed it was a curse And when I lost my grandma I swear she took a part of me And then it came like boom I lost my grandpa too How could this get worse? I lost hope I lost sight I went left no more right Became dumb not to bright Eyes turned dim like the night Just like this wretched world Got so foggy I couldn't see no more Good and evil pull me back and forth Yes I was the rope in this tug of war I was pulled into the darkness By two demons you might know em As depression and as sadness Then I turned to anger And he said we can defeat em Agreed then I started beating till their bleeding Berly breathing I open my eyes and can't believe it Im the one that's on the ground And blood is all im breathing As it all turns black I feel I get pulled back I can't see him but I feel him God took me out the mud And then gave me big ol hug God filled me with his love And told me never give up cleaned my eyes renewed my mind He heals the sick he heals the blind took my stone gave me a heart said I know the road is hard But Ill never be to far Just Look at the sun and the night stars So now I see it's time for me To go and do things righteously raise my family properly With Gods help of course Once again I wake up in the morning to the phone ringing You could say that is my rooster cock a doodling telling me to get up cus the sons risen He renewed his mercy once again So we wake up on this day forgiven I believe that it's a new day listen I can hear the bird's singing