Its 4 in the mornin I'm wide awake not even yawnin, continuously fightin these demons they hauntin. Swimmin in the feelins of this misery, this shits really startin to get me, fuckin with me mentally like a game changin penalty, got me contemplatin on my enemies but fuck it its worthless. my mind always runnin out of words less my body and brain cant even function with the pro sesh, always been forgetten to keep up with the process, progressively bein put under mo stress, what the fuck! I be feelin like it's a contest with all the subsequential undermining energy always bein Intricated into my frustration shaped and then formed into my devastation. Heart breaks have been maliciously made from the fatal mistakes I never intended to engrave but I had to learn n behave or else there would have been a new wave n as for me master death woulda had himself a new slave. But fuck the weakness I knew that I was brave so instead of bein gray I stood the fuck up n became the man I am today n i can proudly say as if i was gay that my instant decision has proven to be the right way, I looked in my daughter's eyes n told her I'm here to stay never gonna run away you always got your dada till the end of the day and I'll lay awake makin sure your safe I became your life long protector, torture those who hurt you like hannibal lecter then its say hello to my little fuckin friend, yeah, dat the blacked out vector. I'll beat you out my sector drop off the body out in the desert, this violence really make my head hurt, fuck a lil uzi skater yo pussy ass dont get no vert, my baby momma been sweeter to me than some fuckin go gurt, shes my day 1, always be there since I came up from the dirt. been to hell and back so many times I've made up so many rhymes bout all the fucked up times and the fucked up crimes no longer givin in to the fake ass shine only the real of the rhyne, my womans the truest every season of NBC Dateline, always knows when somethin is wrong inside my mind, true love is a factor that seems impossible to find, but my brat has always been the only one that was super kind n Im always the one who was fuckin blind looking for the wrong grind until I was truly awakened by the reality of the life knife being hammered then shaken deep into my right side..