I'm always terrified to be living my own fuckin life cause I'm so gosh dam tired of feeling like I've been running other people's lives I'm just so sick and tired of walking down the road of lies so don't u sit down and tell me all these lies. You can just fly by like those other flies would if I fucking die would it cost us some time cause I'm just a little fed up and tired of the loneliness and lies. You're not going to see me happy. Hmm, I wonder why, maybe it's all the betray from all the other guys it's like, why? why the fuck you gotta make me cry go fuck your self tonight your always messing up with time. Don't fuckin break my heart I'm not the one to start this with go fucking find another man . Don't look me in the eyes with the fuckin puppy eyes I'm not going to give you a treat or any piece of me so go play fetch with the other men out there because there apparently better than I ever was. cause I'm always terrified to be living my own fuckin life cause I'm so gosh dang tired of feeling like im running other people's lives I'm so sick and tired of feeling like I should die someone give me a piece of advice before I end this life I really want to survive but I can't when im bleeding inside.they told me I'll be fine but I guess you don't see it in my eyes that im just not good enough or worth it for anyone but let's not set this shit aside im heartbroken from the cheating and lies but I guess I'll be fine at least that's what comes with time Don't ever come at me with fucking lies I'll just tell you by by by