You Eva been up in that mode you wanna be left alone, Hard times hard days but I carry on, Every since my cousin died I be in my zone, Fulla pain in my heart yet I'm holding on, I gotta keep da faith yet I'm trusting up in God, Thinkin bout my cousin got wounded wit scars, They ain't had to do em like they did it tore me apart, Sometimes I go here an there don't know where to start, I remember when I call ya phone from in that Jail, You came an got me 4am I remember still, We went back to the house down da hill where Auntie Live, You left here wit good memories ima keep in mind, If I could set my watch I'll turn back da hands of time, See ya start all over just one more time, I know you got a lil boy heaven looking down on em, I hope that when he get big the son will shine in em, One day will when he get big He'll be the BIGGEST