I was given to this world and this world is disorderlized I used to get beatings from my dad and those beatings were crucified so my mind is gone when my mind tells me to kill woop a man's ass sell drugs or even to steal so I smoke weed when all I want to do is chill and relax but I drink when I just finish whooping a man ass off that wack I don't like my lifestyle I don't like the way my sister has to live so I pick up the gat it's kill or to be killed I always liked my life like it was so Mf crucial those beatings wasn't intensified those beatings were brutal as a kid I set the house on fire because the devil told me to do it even then the devil didn't want me around because he didn't know what to do with me ain't no lie I listened when I supposed to be listening to God but even God didn't know if he wanted to be my lord I started smoking weed at nine and wet at 13 I lived my everyday life like my last and still packed that red beam now I'm back in the system and the system won't leave me alone so I give God my love so he can watch over my son until I make it home it might be a long time waiting until daddy touch down Manny just pray for daddy until I touch out five years ago I was young dumb and stupid now I got faith on my side God tell me what to do with it ain't no more living with PRIDE