Yeh I realised some shit ain't for me you know I learned that the hard way tried something that I regretted for a long time I learned revenge is for the weak and strong poeple forgive and intelligent poeple ignore yeh I was never really happy about myself i feel so numb I feel like I I can't even smile I keep forcing a smile so that no one worries I see them all smiling having fun wish I felt that way too yeh when they take something away from you you wanna get revenge you wanna hurt them the way they hurt you but doesn't feel the same when you return a favour let's say you get what you want you got your revenge then what what you gone do next I'll tell you what you ain't gone do shit cause the damage is done yeh what am trying to say is am sorry I apologise to my dawg my homie my niger my friend my idle yeh you were the only one who had my back you gave me advise you boosted my confidence and helped me out when I needed it what am basically saying is am sorry I did u dirty dawg am terribly sorry my homie I guess I ended up breaking rule number 5 they say we live in a world that come with plan B cause plan A never relay a guarantee and plan C never could say just it was to be honest I looked up to you like a brother I idlesed you I looked up to you I even tried to copy your style your walk your act yeh man am really sorry about what I did you know R.Y.A.N.G.B.A.B.Y.L.Y.O.N