(Verse 1) Baby, if we were dating, it would be a problem But I promise, you'd be committed to my work You'd fall in love with my heart, hate my head You'd want to kill it dead, paint it in red All the problems, the tears on your face The disgrace, the shame, passion, and desires The plea, "Love me, on my knees" A hooker for this industry, loving, love me (Chorus) Grew up in a place with no lights, just outcry in late nights Hearing you fighting, never stopping, fighting In my head, you're still fighting, always hearing then Call me a baby, baby girl, but I'm only screaming at the voices Who scream at me, why do you think I hurt myself to hurt them too? (Verse 2) Fighting in my head, trauma-ties in, paralyzed with time Hate that it's a hard fight in everything, a constant struggle Trying to dig yourself up from that grave you've found yourself in Don't know how many times I've tried, died Can't imagine what it might take to dig myself from this blame You don't understand, it rotates in my mind as I try to fight (Chorus) Grew up in a place with no lights, just outcry in late nights Hearing you fighting, unsure if it ever stopped Inside my head, I think you're still there, fighting (Bridge) You hate my head, want it dead, painted in red On the ceiling, dressed up, feeling ugly this morning I meant it with intention, releasing tension in my heart Stressed about the pills talking to me, unable to explain Afraid of being seen as weak, looking at me like I'm weak (Outro) Let go of negative energies, actually, that sounds good Throwing bad energy, saying no to these negative energies Let go of me, let go negative energies Let go of me, saying no to these negative energies.