Why you wanna make me feel that I’m so special I got plenty of reasons to say I ain’t the best one I got plenty of rivals on a different level [yea-] He your type but then you say that he the devil yeah—- Why am I the one? What makes me so different am I dumb? I don’t pop champagne or live on drugs How am I so cool if I don’t walk it with a crutch You say I’m outstanding I don’t feel I do too much Sometimes I’m demanding I know I don’t give you near enough I ain’t big for swooning If you need a shooter then I’m shooting But I ain’t give the world to you I ain’t nothing what you need me to Give me all your heart How you really fall in love? Wish I could heal scars My wishes aren’t enough Love is something that I can’t escape I turn down another road it never looks away— Scales on my eyes erode I see the day break- Listen to the wind sounds like something you’d say Million miles left in my peripheral I see angels swimming in the mineral Tell me to give up I take it literal Im in such a rut I know I’m pitiful Why don’t you make fun of me? I know it’s in your head If it was the rather me You’d rather me be dead Maybe someday I’ll belong in a family Someday somewhere far away from here I don’t need to cry when they’re hidden under fear I’m afraid to cry because that shit hurts me severe I know it’s a futile thing How did I get so flawed I pray to be close to God someday we can be together