i know its hard for u to understand why i havent kept my promise regardles of what u may of heard im learning how to be a man cuz what i was was garbage many years have passed i know i missed out tried to be what i didnt have but i never had doubt it took me long that i lost what i thought i had i couldnt avoid it didnt know how not justifying it wasnt part of the plan the tought is overwhelming but the future is looking clearer now see baby dont think i dont care i know at times life seems like its not fair even though my body u dont see it doesnt mean that my heart and spirits isnt there dealing with my inner demons have left me feeling shot out and bleedin but i never gave up still dreaming the day i can hold u believe it i know that deep down inside it hurts it kills me makes me feel lower than dirt i still have faith in god i need u to see ur all i got oportunity in sight so im taking my shot u have the key cuz my heart is a lock when u suffer i suffer melts my heart like a hot pot to butter i know im not perfect but im always in ur corner my love for u doesnt have no borders i need you to see that u keep me going when im down and out i see ur face glowing showing me what i need to do negativity is useless so im avoiding i cant explain what u mean to me i would give my life to save ur life i love u for all eternety i hope u can forgive me see even though im far away i still have hope that one day u can see that my words come with a deeper meaning i