Last Night On Earth (Forgotten)

Never thought this night would come Only thought was, she's the one Only if I had more time, my life could've been way more fun Memories, I had a few Time is up, what can you do? I'm just a forgotten, worthless soul that no one ever knew Wish I kept chasing my dreams Wish I focused on my needs Wish I saw the good in bad, or made it all count, at the least Death is near, what is it worth? Is it quick, or will it hurt? Endless questions, with zero answers On my last night on earth Uh, yeah, run it back I've been going in circles like a cul-de-sac They say everything you need is all you have But all I got are beats and just a single track Mama left me, now I'm empty, feeling all alone These emotions really make me feel like I have no control I just need a new beginning, 'cus I know I isn't winning without God And Satan's grinning, but I'll never sell my soul I'm stuck in my head, need a miracle to make it out At my lowest point, if I'mma make a move, I do it now I know I can't live my whole life depressed underneath these clouds Six year old me would've never thought I'd be who I am now I have faith in what I see, I know God is real I know that anything is possible as long as He is all you have I was searching for some answers, since I never knew my dad I'm just praying that He gives me strength, so that I would not relapse Never thought this night would come Only thought was, she's the one Only if I had more time, my life could've been way more fun Memories, I had a few Time is up, what can you do? I'm just a forgotten, worthless soul that no one ever knew Wish I kept chasing my dreams Wish I focused on my needs Wish I saw the good in bad, or made it all count, at the least Death is near, what is it worth? Is it quick, or will it hurt? Endless questions, with zero answers On my last night on earth I got too many leftovers on my plate My God, you gon' have to lead me out the gate Believe it, I'm not a stranger to these gardens or the snakes So tell me, why not risk it all? 'Cus I ain't here to stay I just wanna be free So girl, just tell me you won't leave I'm tryna follow God, not follow this path in my family tree I'm tryna pray for others and not make this whole life about me I'm tryna resurrect from my past life and get back to my feet, uh Guess these folks were right Nothing comes easy in this life I mean, I'm kinda scared of heights And yet, I flew just like a kite Some may say that I seem polite But I won't go down without a fight A wrong is always still a wrong And yes, a right is still a right I just wish I had more time Wish I had a better life Wish I never threw the towel in Wish I stayed on that grind Now my time has come to die When I was a kid, I told my parents I wanted to live at least a year past ninety-nine Never thought this night would come Only thought was, she's the one Only if I had more time, my life could've been way more fun Memories, I had a few Time is up, what can you do? I'm just a forgotten, worthless soul that no one ever knew Wish I kept chasing my dreams Wish I focused on my needs Wish I saw the good in bad, or made it all count, at the least Death is near, what is it worth? Is it quick, or will it hurt? Endless questions, with zero answers On my last night on earth