Talking to myself I'm told constantly But no one ever says anything directly to me, Talk all sorts of shit to provoke and instigate me I used to have a short fucking temper, It took years to tender I down so to speak, Walk down the street and cop alit of abuse and don't know why, In a living nightmare and people thinks what I say is a lie, It's unbelievable that's what makes it seem like u may be talking absolute shit, This a a world you don't live in, Your not even a backpacker just on a day trip, Unaware of the torment and he'll that I actually have to try and cope with, Act like it's fine when it's not, I'm tried of people and their vocal cords, Voices and word choices, Get a dictionary and thesaurus for when i come with words that's you don't understand, But un fu king angry right now so keep it simple for the moment, And bland