I only wanted to provide a better life for my seed and them to have what i didn't have But now my children don't even call me mommy, can't fulfill their needs I was blinded by the money, the fame, the greed the of these's streets Now I'm left with regrets, planting these poisonous seeds hoping one day they will understand and never be me. I jonly wanted to be a role model, a shining light But I lost myself in the darkness, lost the fight Now my life is nothing but addictions jail and instatiotions. im hurting died on the inside this is why i raised right.hh sold as an children and abused never wanted the same for you. i love you always with you. please forgive me. and stay with each other dont due what I do. cause in the end you will lose. ill always love you my children.