Yol my life has gone down a road called death sorrow and i feel soo hollow and begin wallk around this world like im black sheep and follow Yol i start to be so dark and cold as my story unfolds i begin to be blunt and horrible Becuase my self respect is so terrible i bilegin to ruffle the rubble and keep my self from this struggle and then i started to put the piece to the puzzel i then said fuck it im gona go and hustle becuase im sick of tied of fuck life of struggle but then my life style begin to have a bad dip started using drugs and doing bad habits that led to nearly going to jail and left me in vilent tragic senarios led to start lending and borrow and vros and started to follow how dwelling yol findd my self stuck in a ruts and made me swallow up the danger that cuase the anger and anxiety low depressions and toook me from reality , but left me no choice to reach out to my family that made me hit a tragedy but that led to the custody of duaghter that made me go on rampage of murder and anger from unknown stranger yol i feel yah i said to my self before sealed up my hope and bottled it up that i put it back on the shelf and sucicidal thoughts of tying a noose of rope becuase i carnt cope…. That why wrote the lyrics i wrote while screaming for hope …. Lyrics my life feeling down but as i go sound through the un herd of ? with the frown feel i dont wanna bowl down but i where this fucking crown and i ant trowing in the towel i wanna make sure my duaghter zarleigha dont see me high or her daddy as a drug dealer it make me cry……. That not gonna lie X2