I'm sick of this life, why am I here I don't matter Feeling like nothing, like my life is just shattered Every day's a struggle, can't find my way Lost in this darkness, can't see the light of day I'm drowning in my thoughts, can't escape this pain Feeling like I'm trapped, going insane I try to find solace in the drugs and the drink But it only numbs the pain, it doesn't make me think I'm tired of pretending, putting on a show Hiding behind a smile, nobody really knows The demons inside me, tearing me apart I'm screaming for help, but no one hears my heart I'm sick of this life, I don't know what to do I'm drowning in my sorrows, feeling so blue I'm lost in this world, I don't know where to go I'm sick of this life, I just want to let go.