lately ain't been feeling OK alright wake up 12 am it's the middle of the night wondering if God ever been by my side wanna crawl up in a hole hide been on some highs and lows like a tide feeling I ain't even find my tribe but I'm out here lookin for a bride I'm lonely contemplating suicide everything I do is do or die wondering what's goin on in my mind I really ain't seen nothing good in sight and I'm wondering why man I wanna cry man I wanna die ppl been saying hi and bye they can get on and up outta yo life man been facing some strife trying hit my goals like Johann cruyff yeah I got that drive but then it takes a dive I was just a man not too advanced Felt i had the weight of the world in my hands Nah i aint gon cap Im broke as hell tryna put my nation on the map But im just a short lil chap I dont really got the talent but im still tryna rap But i got these visions seein a milli in my lap Its hard tryna map it out gotta come up wit a plan Ignore the feelings act like a man Man thats who i am trying everyday but giving up all the same Man these feelings is lame They say consistency is the key to prosperity So i gotta make the bands a priority But dont forget G-O-D still gotta move wit propiety Man thats just how life be I know it's counterintuitive but somehow this life is gon be the death of me So i pour it all over a melody That’s what you call killing the beat gimme a beat I eat gimme an opp I yeat gimme a bell I'm yeat gimme a trick I'll show you a treat bow like my girls petite I got a drake do this for my family sake man I'm beat beat but not done still on you niggas like the sun after this might pour me a bottle of rum and chill with my hun hope I don't grab a rope in the middle of the night and say I'm done