Have you ever felt like life is just a game and you can never pass the main mission which is to settle down with a amazing woman and raise a family if so you understand how I feel these days........ V1. Yeah yeah we fell in love it felt right but now things are more complicated we both still love each other but we both blame each other for stupid little things let's be honest with each other we both have insecurities eating away at our hearts but the truth still remains that the main goal I have is to love your right I am tired of the fighting and arguing I tired of the late nights where we don't talk I am tired I feeling confused I mentally tired I am trying to be a better man the type of man you deserve but it seems like every turn I get served with hate from my own demons is it time to surcome to my fate Chorus. I have been feeling confused I try everything I can to prove to you that I am changing and I feel like it's a one way street I am so confused at what I should say or do because I don't want you to be mad at me see I am sad every day I barely holding on to my own mind lately I am just confused about us...... V2. There nights I fight with my demons worst then you think I have literally screamed my head off but no one understands that I am slowly dying in my own insecurities and constantly at war with my self ever argument is just a mental arsenal for my demons to use against me I got my back against a walk I feel like I am in Iraq constantly under attack the voices yelling that I ain't worth anything that I would be better of dead I am trying to keep my head straight but it's hard with the weight of my demons pulling me down further everyday I have been crying for help but you don't see it as that you see it as me fighting I just wish someone would care enough to help me win this war in my head Chorus Mens mental health is not a laughing matter but most men don't have someone to help when the war in their head so they fight until they can't no more.