dont you know that this fucking do or die i will never be the one to just get by i will never be the one to set aside all the things in life that money cannot buy i will never leave the fam out to dry wishful thinking got me lookin to the sky prayers left unanswered and i dont know why momma in the kitchen screaming suicide thoughts in my head run a mile wide devil on my shoulder is my only guide preacher man said i need to cut the tie but i cant cuz i think he fucking lied staring at the church filled with so much pride hate in my heart lets go for a ride listen to the music and just get high face ever day with a fucking stride tell my mother that i love her and i fucking tried i haven't been the same sense sence you went and died time to get my life straight and change the fucking tide pain in my heart that i cannot hide demons knocking at the door try to get inside the old abandoned church is where i used to cry i needed an angel to help me fly saying to myself this is my last goodbye