I'm living in a nightmare, feeling so low Every day's a struggle, nowhere to go Thoughts in my mind, dark as the night Contemplating suicide, ready to take flight Feeling lost, drowning in my pain No one understands, going insane Life's a prison, can't break free Suicide til I die, the only way to be I'm tired of the lies, tired of the tears Tired of the hurt, living in fear No one to turn to, no one to trust Suicide til I die, my final thrust I'm done with this life, done with the pain Done with the sorrow, going insane No more tomorrow, no more today Suicide til I die, the only way to stay I'm living on the edge, feeling so alive But deep down inside, I wanna take a dive Into the darkness, where no one can find The pain and the hurt that's been on my mind Suicide til I die, that's my only way out I'm drowning in sorrow, filled with doubt Every day is a struggle, can't seem to cope I'm losing my grip, running out of hope I'm haunted by demons, they won't let me be They're whispering lies, trying to break me But I won't give in, I'll fight till the end Even if it means I have to pretend I'm on a one-way road to nowhere But I'll keep on going, I won't despair I'll face my fears, I'll stand tall I'll keep on fighting, until I fall.