yo brooke Listen I'm sorry for what I did I just had a memory bout my ex and I was afraid to tell you and I still didn't lose hope for you and I get how much I hurt you and it's messed up and I shouldn't of have treated you that way but a person who makes mistakes always will learn from them and I learned from mine to never get pissed off at someone who is having fun it hurts me rn because I thought everything and everybody hated me at that moment and I just want to let you know I still like you you may not feel the same and that's ok I just want you to know how I feel and how sorry I am that I hurt you like that and I shouldn't of have. if you read that pls tell me how I messed and and can we start talking again or no cause I feel like if I had another shot it woul d be better for me And btw whenever I left I called 988 I was scared I was going to hurt myself or do worse because I felt like I fucked up bad and I'm so sorry pls forgive me. I was wrong and I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings I will never be able to embrace the love that was broken into pieces between us. im am sorry girl i just hope the bond and memories will be storedd and heled to gether like water in a cup