song: A Letter to God if u say u love me why u turn away if u say u need me why u play these games I just wanna feel like I'm wanted and I'm not a mistake all alone in my own room let soul leave my body my paradise is lost no heaven or no hell now no nobody else left and I'm all alone and I left the thrown to the last boss it takes time cook till I write a book of my journey with Random house publishing fishing for anwers I know u are constantly stayed tuned but don't stand to close at times ready to take a eye and a throat o even say goodbye as I overdose on solitude lately doing better than I ever thought I'd do laughing now because everything was all due to U and I managed the damage and came out looking ascended as the spirit with a flame that burns inside and I'm sorry baby but I will never die never die never die thats why I hang around sometimes looking at my debts like why and I hope I do better in next time