heavy burdens

one step at time I'm dragging all my burdens with me.. all this weight follows me like a lost puppy. my buddy, my buddy , in the mirror. who are you? this isn't who I'm supposed to be, nigga who are you? looking all muddy.. eyes jet black. lost me in a daze. when i walk away, reflection stays looking at me, all insane... everybody I love , where in the fuck they go. lost , on the dolo.. all my day one partners with me when i broke this loaf.. when it's my turn to ask for a loan.. can't get yaw on the phone.. they like., you grown...sitting on this stole,order another patron, lost your memory, yous gone.. smelling like game when i walk threw my threshold... should've listen to momma, when she sais leave it alone.. . visions getting crowned, gots me lost .. has me acting throwed.. can't get pass all my losses... all this flossing, crucify me on this cross, tasting my own sauces.. stinks to high nauseous .. .that's my life in the fast lane how do I stop it? a nickle for every dub, I put it in my pocket.. police department has me in their targets, when they yelling freeze... Sony plus intersocope wants me on the market.all because I'm being me. u wonder why your Christianity ain't worked yet.. gotta kill yourself, that's da first step... .. die million worst deaths.. 11 countries heard ,me on that ghosts game.... not the peoples champ but I'm a winner.. internet going insane.. I'm a sinner... pray to God holy ghost for that chicken dinner.. haters say cheese.... dumping all this litter.. picture perfect catch me as a grinner