deep thoughts
Katalina Rosales15 Plays
•4 months ago
hey look know things getting overly tough and try so hard you don't think it's enough Don't want to wake up so you think it's best you just give up and not give a fuck depression is an irremediable curse and anxiety is unexplainable Don't pick up that blade just hurt yourself God give me the fortitude to face my pain to escape this delirium of mine to escape this execration to myself I asked with candor I asked you to alleviate me a malice and remorse I can't go on with these demons anymore I can't deal with myself loathing or my ill will towards people cut yourself again I see I burn or scratch and scratch till I bleed The thoughts in my head hit me till I'm black and blue I'm physically and mentally confused I don't know if I'm dead or alive honestly I'm just trying to survive ask me how I'm doing and I'll say I'm fine but that's such a fucked up lie things can get really bad in my head it starts with one then explodes to 10 this stress can leap in a second just like a cobra ready to strike but I can't let it beat me I have family so I'll continue smoking weed to heal my pain is the only remedy for this curse of mind I tried to find love but it's hard to find but I will surmount this stuttering and this life when I see red you see blue when I see hurt you see new when I start to think I asked myself how can we have such opposite views I wonder if I saw purple would you see purple too i wonder if I could see the same things you do I wonder what it's like to be you I wonder if you're tired too or feel so brand new do you look at me with apathy or love have you ever been so angry it hurts you hurts people cutting them with your words too My regrets just can't let me go I wonder how they came in after I said no I ran away from them and I'm still on the go but they're catching up really fast and I have nowhere to go I'll have to face them sooner or later but I'll keep running until they catch up to me they say sticks and stones may break your bones and works will never hurt you I say they're lying and sticks and stones will break your bones and words will always hurt you
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hey look know things getting overly tough and try so hard you don't think it's enough Don't want to wake up so you think it's best you just give up and not give a fuck depression is an irremediable curse and anxiety is unexplainable Don't pick up that blade just hurt yourself God give me the fortitude to face my pain to escape this delirium of mine to escape this execration to myself I asked with candor I asked you to alleviate me a malice and remorse I can't go on with these demons anymore I can't deal with myself loathing or my ill will towards people cut yourself again I see I burn or scratch and scratch till I bleed The thoughts in my head hit me till I'm black and blue I'm physically and mentally confused I don't know if I'm dead or alive honestly I'm just trying to survive ask me how I'm doing and I'll say I'm fine but that's such a fucked up lie things can get really bad in my head it starts with one then explodes to 10 this stress can leap in a second just like a cobra ready to strike but I can't let it beat me I have family so I'll continue smoking weed to heal my pain is the only remedy for this curse of mind I tried to find love but it's hard to find but I will surmount this stuttering and this life when I see red you see blue when I see hurt you see new when I start to think I asked myself how can we have such opposite views I wonder if I saw purple would you see purple too i wonder if I could see the same things you do I wonder what it's like to be you I wonder if you're tired too or feel so brand new do you look at me with apathy or love have you ever been so angry it hurts you hurts people cutting them with your words too My regrets just can't let me go I wonder how they came in after I said no I ran away from them and I'm still on the go but they're catching up really fast and I have nowhere to go I'll have to face them sooner or later but I'll keep running until they catch up to me they say sticks and stones may break your bones and works will never hurt you I say they're lying and sticks and stones will break your bones and words will always hurt you
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