Had a long Life man , its crazy , i said i had a long life man , the funny part ab that mf statement i aint even hit the fucking 10 to the 8 yet but ill still raw dawg without a fuckin latex , il still eat my fuckin food when i prayed yet , I guess some people they will still call me a bad kid , but how can i be good when i aint never had shit , growing up my mama always said that my dad sick , she never told me when i asked her what had happened , but as i got older i realized she was bad chick , But i still love her so i leave that in the past shit , when i was 8 man i seen my fuckin first death , my grandaddy left and that shit still hurts yea ... that shit still fuckin hurt , that shit stil fucking hurt , that shit still fuckin hurt man , But i had to to be strong , for my grandma and my momma, i thought it was all good now move a couple years longer , i lost my best friend and dawg i tried to be stronger , but i couldnt man committed suicide atleast i though bruh , I made it through the demons and through god i thought id propser , But then my cousin he got shot and then i lost my granmda, i lost my fucking mind i thought it was all over , Started smoking weed i was a soldier unsober , the next october i was bad man , i through hands with any nigga actin bad man , Got expelled and got kicked out my moms and dads man , i prayed to god and then i asked him for a last chance , i started doing a little better and started seeing some change , i started passin my classes and started making some change , i been , runnin the streets , in trou-ble with the law , i had a good girl but man that chick was flaw , never seeing my dad and been beefing with the big dawgs , Then lightskin shawty she left me and hit me right in the jaw , Yall people who speak on me , will never know my real pain , for every 3 steps that i lose a single block is what i gain , I stopped going to school and lost a lot of my friends , these woman who say they love ya they really loving the clan , i lost lil george too and im really missing you man , the niggas who did it fill em with lead like its michigan , and i pray that god will forgive me and he’ll understand , cuz i cant let this shit slide cuz my nigga was innocent