chorus: im not in the mood today im not in the mood. verse: see my heart was in big ol pain when i heard we lost a kid today. to a drunk driver. i questioned god even though im christian like why is this man still alive i hope he meets his demise. he took out a fourteen year old boy that would make any grown man cry. if i were to see him eye to eye id probably slam his head on the steering wheel and asked him why? if this man is evil and wrong why is he still alive he took a little kids life. i hope this man can make things right, but dont be surprised because some of these demons deserve to die. i wish i told a little lie, but this stuff doesnt fly. I'm praying god can make things right. no one mess with me because i am not in my right mind. everything is distorted i hope the family reported everything is important i just wanna make things right. today was a catastrophe dont think about asking much of me these demons are my enemies. the only one out here is god judging me. i dont have to reflect im here at work. trying to make it work whats work at the end of the day when the pain still hurts. if anyone does this to my kid i hope your ready to see your day. because i know people dont care anyway but little jimmy didnt deserve to die that day. pain. anger hatred. all in my heart this rotten world tears me apart. god please hear my prayers and put my thoughts back at to the start. deep thoughts in the track cause i dont know how else to react pray that my friends just got my back. its hard not to attack when you know the devil took your kid i know that god just has a plan for every single man but ill be damned if the enemy tries to steal from these hands. i just pray for forgiveness and to discover who i am.