first recording from my crappy phone #contest #kcmo #missouri #damageinc @rapfamofficial #rapfamofficial welcome back to wonderland mad hatter my baby i love crazy feels like home to me spitting like a queen acid rain when i speak the teenagers all start to scream it hurts so good give every piece to me my lyrics burn thru the skin leave u lost like a spirit im tight like a chain i need you to feel a moment of the pain maybe then you can understand how i cant seem to leave the stolen memory stays stuck2 me like a glue on a tree call me an addict kid addicted and crazy leave me hazy never goes away like a bad taste a memory eraser any feeling back without this drug i can't feel i guess lack common sense no more fuckin rehab one more relapse that defense is a bat to the knee cap anything better than reliving another day forced to fake sobriety every mistake that i ever made every single relapse every time you look back my way down on me another day your judgement starts to weigh on my depression again i can't breath didnt you hear they nominated me loser of the year the entire time im back with the bad the leader of the pack na fkr quiters no recovery without the relapse that what all rehab keep saying to me motivation to keep clean , i fail i keep saying im nothing but the black sheep no family is taking back have you heard this shit they be teaching in this class me i be ill be like a winehouse saying I'm not going to rehab im ok done living with all of that living in this small town to stuck to leave naive to trust any citizen ever again after you betrayed me so i live banned the town stamped me with The Big A Addict. acronym never again to feel happiness ever again