Intro What sort of person am I, truly? Why does this happen? Lexus door flung by the tempest’s rapture, Collided with the car beside, An accidental capture. Still My rage roared loud Scolding her as though a crime Was it not just a thing? Money wasted, a moment in time? What feelings in her, would such blame deem? Reacted like risking life For an error Verse 1 Was an accident, yet I cast blame. Despite knowing it wasn’t intended and apologies were made, Yet, my anger uncontrolled, I did it all the same. Self-disgust abounds, what of those around? Harming loved ones, Just me, Truly profound I am, right? Shouted out many times and night, Is now the moment to find peace? Is the present me, better than past’s? Sorry I repeat, To myself, family, friends, humanity, nature, the sky, and the universe. A thousand times not shy Verse 2 Bought cigarettes, a few puffs, My mind’s a blur, why? A bruise at the core, a dichotomy for sure. “Worthless" versus “Valuable”, A battle in me, My life’s past dreams, a charmless spree. Yet potential and a supernatural force it is, Indeed, No one to share, develop with, A need unfeed. Tagged delusion, fearing to say it, “Not all is as it seems,” That is it. Afraid they might see it as delusion, Unable to confide in anyone. That's sad. It seems like more than 10 years have passed, Living hidden and fortified like this, What could get worse? What comes to mind is my deteriorating health. Thinking the worst situation possible. Don't, Let's live a healthy, long life. Exercise. Don't hurt your family. "I am worth it." Outro I am worth it, but I'm sorry, Thinking of myself as trash is not emotional but a subjective objective conclusion based on my actions. (Am I real trash?) I have done so many trashy things in life. Among them, the worst has been my interpersonal relationships. I've destroyed everything. The remaining relationships are with my family, And now, gradually beginning again relationships, and Relationship within Rap Fame. Relationship with Music I used to be beyond saving, But not anymore. From now on, I will prove it. Fighting! Me ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ..ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ 망상으로 여길까 두려워, 누구에게도 털어놓지 못한다는게. 슬프네. 이렇게 숨기고 다지고 살아온지도, 어언 10년이 훌쩍 넘은것 같은데, 무엇이 더 worse해질수 있을까. 떠오르는건 내 건강의 악화이다. Thinking the worst situation possible. Don't, 건강히 오래살자. 운동하구. 가족에게 상처주지 말자. "I am worth it." Outro 난 가치있다 하지만, 미안하지만 내가 나를 쓰레기라 생각하는건, 감정적이 아닌 주관적인 나의 행적으로 인한 객관적인 결론이다. (내가 쓰레기일까) 인생에서 수많은 그런짓을 해왔다. 그중에서도 압권은 나의 인간관계. 존재하는 모든것을 파괴했다 나에게 남은 인간관계 가족과의 관계 그리고 이제 다시 조금씩 시작된, 관계들 그리고, Rap Fame안에서의 관계. Music 과의 관계 나란 사람 구제불능이었지만, 더이상은 아닌것 이제부터 실현시키고 증명할게 화이팅!!! 나 ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ.ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ #L2verse #Korea #ME012 #RSCREW ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ*ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ @rapfame_official @rapfame_ar_team