so many memories at times i feel I'm coming back/ truly feels like im being tortured on the rack/ must be honest things have been a bit different on this path/ then i start stumping on thinkin all of a sudden two steps back/ confused for I'm at odds with the memory of that fraud/ callousness intervenes so i don't give a nod/ fyck what think/ your follies took us to the brink/ we cared too long/ saw and lived within the gutters/ giving what i couldnt only to be fucked by others/ your an embarrassment a dark mark on a black spot/ if you ask me I'm glad you're gone, you will never grow more than a thought/ this is what is/ not the echos i must rid/ sick of the death within my heart/ visions of a gun, a bullet, choice to pull the trigger, viola wall art/ got me fed up with whatever you're trying to send/ this a new man walking in my shoes so from this point on this the end we're through there is no place for me in your memories/ your world is darkness and it swallows me/ confused and lost within your broken mind/ where i go you must stay behind I just don't want these f****** memories/ they always seem to want to hurt me/always knocking me right through the floor/ so now its time to shut that door hard to understand when you are a stranger in your own body/ blips of memories always a lil spotty/ triggered by things that don't make any sense /always viewing from the other side of the fence/ binded by the fact we are one/ difference between us now minus a son/ everything that was, blew in the wind/ letting you come back what kind of message would that send/ you're a shell of emptiness/ trying to embody what i have, fucking envious/ plead and cry elsewhere/ i can give a shit about your welfare/ no love here you burnt that bridge/ do is all a favor a jump from a ridge/ don't leave a note/ trust me we'll cope/ the time you spent/ that life was rent/ with the sound of a gong/ the life you knew is gone/ your mess I'm left to repent/ i like my youngest only hold you with resent/ so off you go sail the seas/ and take these motherfucking memories sorry didn't make it in the competition, but enjoyed making it. photo is that stranger whom is banished! #memories #midaslit