I was on the straight and narrow Seen many arrows, and been through some troubles, this not the tale of a hero Sparked a judicial movement, and I earned a medal. Felt like I was the devil But I came across as the rebel I'll continue to stir up trouble And sit in my bubble Til am recognized as a true voice of the devil. Words hold power? Then imma talk shit And become the villain to my hero Thou shall not kill or destroy? Can you carry my weight My body count is past the gates Modernized women Spewing hate, against men my age, we can't say shit nowadays, without somebody hating on So I'll become the devil they all love Maybe then, people will leave the fuck alone, so I can scream at myself, and curse all night long Got too real, the thoughts of a man, are quite terrifying up close, welcome to the eyes of your past self, it's like you're seeing a ghost. And one day soon, you might fade into a distant hope And dissipating into the dark yes and so?Who knows You might grow up to become a CEO Or crash out, and become a criminal facing a death cycle though Rushing these song, cause people can act a fool. Not everyone is calm and collective as they should. But pardon me, I mean no harm. Am just a little bee You see? I was on the straight and narrow, now I'm lost in the shadows Used to have a clear path, now my mind's in a battle Feeling like I'm drowning, can't find my way out I'm trapped in my thoughts, can't silence the doubt Used to be so focused, had my eyes on the prize But now I'm feeling hopeless, can't see through the lies I'm stuck in this cycle, can't break free I'm trapped in my mind, can't find the key I was on the straight and narrow, now I'm lost in the dark I used to have a vision, now it's falling apart I'm searching for answers, can't find the truth I'm drowning in my thoughts, can't find the proof I used to have a purpose, now I'm feeling lost I'm stuck in this maze, can't find my way across I'm fighting my demons, can't escape the pain I'm trapped in this cycle, can't break the chain Now am trapped in the rain, God fix my brain, let me heal from this pain. This grind is insane, I've been working nonstop, my heart isn't the same I was on the straight and narrow Seen many arrows, and been through some troubles, this not the tale of a hero Sparked a judicial movement, and I earned a medal. Felt like I was the devil But I came across as the rebel I'll continue to stir up trouble And sit in my bubble Til am recognized as a true voice of the devil.