stuff in my pain inside this raw paper in my haters mouth hard like some job breakers cuz we lived on a small acre of land a hater now but once was a dog shaking my hand elementary School we would all play in the sand and eat lunch breakfast time my cereal was wheat crunch we would laugh at the lunch table and drink punch now when I see you out in public we don't speak once I guess we grow with the time like like flowers do when seeds our planet and God bring a showers through but you can't send a simple text saying how are you hell I even get texts from my ex from out the blue well I hope your momas straight every time I seen her out we would conversate she even told me this one hell of a bomb to break so I'm going to keep trying for you not caring how long it take strongest weight I carry in my life is uncertainty like why be married to a wife if it's hurting me personally I never find love on a searching spree funny how she went from being sweet to deserting me anyways I thank you should pick the phone up we got to learn to handle problems like the grown ups I know we are busy tending to our own stuff and the mad wife can really make the home tough for sure I want duck when it's time to be reconciled my mama said you do wrong but your mind is a blessing child baby boy you gifted your ramen affect the crowd I'll be damned if I did all this grinding to let her down I wake up early during sunrise searching for the same love that I only find in my little brother's eyes I wonder if my friends love me when the fun dies good times over long time unless I know my younger self can 10-4 that B N E 'S run in buildings like an indoor track and my homie called me up begging me to send 4 stacks saying he got me back when he get his income tax I'll shoot it over and an extra one for your health I do the other just as I would have done to myself cuz it's only God blessing me with money and wealth so who am I to turn my back on someone wanting my help