I KEEP AH SMILE ON MY FACE BUT IM REALLY FUCKED UP, BOTH MY MOTHERS DIED AND THEY KILLED MY FIRST BORN LOST JULIA MAY I WAS 21 IT HURT ME TO MY SOUL CAUSE DIDN'T KNOW BODY LET ME KNOW THAT MY PRECIOUS GRANNY DIED GOD BLESS HER SOUL I WAS LOCKED UP FOR AH MURDER I DIDN'T GET TO SEE HER OFF YEAR AND AH HALF BEAT thE CASE MADE IT HOME My granny gone I CRIED AND I CRIED TILL I COULDN'T CRY KNOW MORE MY ADDITUDE CHANGED AND MY HEART TURNEDCOLD START DRINKING START SMOKING START POWDERING MY NOSE START SLANGING GANGBANGING PLUS KICKING IN DOORS START STACKING THAT GWUP START DOING THEM SHOWS NIGGAS STEADY HATING CAUSE IM FUCKIN THEY HOES THIS THE KARMA THAT I GET IS THAT WHY MY FAMILY GONE I WASN'T ALWAYS RIGHTBUT I DAM SURE WASN'T WRONG PLAYED THE CARDS I WAS DELT made my presents felt IN THIS DIRTY GAME OF Life