starting everyday with a daze of uncertainty and getting lost off in this programming even though its hurtin me. but i keep goin towards whatever someone else wants me to move towards in this fake ass life. ive been through some fucked up pain and never get the luck up to gain what i need to keep my spirit sane. guess thats why they call it insane or is it that it keeps us in the barriers of sanity of routine and thats what insane really means. i cant lie im stuck in my own ways that work for me im not sayin it works for everyone but it does for me. we've all lost our place in life on what matters the most. we all slaves to money and seem to only believe that that will save us. its sad all the time while we all brush it off our shoulders and avoid the enevitable truth that we are doomed to something with this shit that dosent end. i jus want my life back and i know what i mean when i say that i want my wife back in my life and fuck whoever thinks they know me on that cause we not all the same.