hate to say im getting grey throughout my day havioc mess must be blessed cant rest but so much hate holding me down upside down blood to my head getting cold cant get out trapped confusing must be illusion being used struggle everyday even to pray its getting hard through this round about when i gave it a shout back in tha past against me every single fucking day getting sick of this shit this never ending war wish i could shut the door erase my past quick flash grasp tha mask cant breathe even see hard of hearing this steering rear viewing looking in the mirror clearer view now got tha point from my kids sky is grey its turning day we sit an pray in tha trees were in treasions tha new seasons no more leaving rea reaving while be reachen just breathe out dont wanna leave im giving up its hard to do when your life has changed reranged looking over tha mountain range feeling like a stranger surrounded by danger wheres tha closer another day going by cant deny tha lie that gets you through tha day but you look there way an reach out i gave it all to changed tha past ii cant match holding my patch this deep whole falling steeple wit da people youll see be free not tha lonely bee when youve stumbled an fall wanna get up why do i wanna try all tha times got denied broken nuckles bloody mess please give me rest