as the time flies by iv gotten older and i learned how to identify all the fucked off hours living without the shit needed to survive everyday a constant struggle barely getting by watching as everyone around me grows old and all my friends that have died painful memories fear filling the emptiness emotionally broken feeling lost and forgotten negative thoughts are all that remain its hard to comprehend what all of the voices have to say hostile agression leads to rot and decay lost all i posses consumed by the darkness no one remembers my name haunted by demons until my last breath on my dying day with the understanding i cant be saved no one will even visit my grave